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11:13 pm
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What a Clever Clogs
Your result for 80's Rockin' Trivia Test...
100% Trivia_Genius!
You scored 100% out of 100% as a 80's Rock Trivia Genius on the 80's Rockin Trivia Test Grade Scale is: A - 90-100% B - 80-89% C - 70 - 79% Anything lower, well, you probably aren't a child of the 80's, but no worries, be happy! You're still totally radical!
Take 80's Rockin' Trivia Test at HelloQuizzy
Current Location: Home
Current Mood:  accomplished
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08:39 pm
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Just Testing ...
... a posting client pluginny thing
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12:37 pm
[Link] | I'm off work poorly sick with a cold, and boredom has set in already, so I thought I'd go through my old bookmarks. I came across this and thought I'd post the result, so here goes:
Emma is my pal
Emma is a healthy happy newborn
Emma is king at
Emma is close
Emma is a cute little girl
Emma is hot?
Emma is lost
Emma is here
Emma is mrs
Emma is around
Emma is pretty
Emma is growing
Emma is leaving
Emma is a cool single chick
Emma is a royal pain
Emma is king at science student finals
Emma is forced to retire
Emma is a must read by eshenton
Emma is soon scouting for a new project
Emma is close thanks for the support
Emma is faced with a
Emma is dumb
Emma is an answering service want to know when you have a message?
Emma is a twenty
Emma is the least annoying person in the world
Emma is the center of attention
Emma is walking
Emma is pleased with the gift
Emma is starting to strip
Emma is the european media masters programme for the delivery of european masters degree courses in digital media and multimedia production and post
Emma is a source of information and a focal point for external organisations to disseminate information
Emma is not impressed
Emma is a meddlesome girl
Emma is the last complete product of her maturity representing her genius
Emma is far from normal
Emma is the most likeable control freak in literature
Emma is starting
Emma is no exception
Emma is the analysis of concurrent and distributed telecommunication software
Emma is a dreamer
Emma is about an unconventional heroine who possesses beauty
Emma is a delight for all seasons
Emma is the peak of her achievement; and one can see why
Emma is to receive a shot of granulocyte colony stimulating factor
Emma is the only word that matters and the reason is
Emma is busy in new york filming this movie
Emma is
Emma is a petite and sporty young lady she loves to spend her spare time working out at the gym and keeping her figure in perfect shape
Emma is a beautiful
Emma is descended from the king of leinster
Emma is still primarily about
Emma is what we are concerned with in "Emma"
Emma is a novel by jane austen
Emma is more broadly comic
Emma is getting up from bed
Emma is 11 years old
Emma is one of them
Emma is a bright
Emma is so excited
Emma is for those who enjoy a clean
Emma is convinced that frank should give her up for harriet
Emma is sure that he is waiting for her at
Emma is that filly
Emma is reluctant
Emma is a software application to forecast air quality on real
Emma is one of those rare creatures
Emma is quite beautiful and in the books jk rowling desc if you want to know more read the interview
Emma is appearing next
Emma is creamier coconut milk in an instant Emma is a rich
Emma is pleased with him
Emma is a farmer's daughter who likes to go barefoot in summer and sit in the branches of the old cherry tree any time of the year
Emma is a computational model that accounts for the relationship between eye movements
Emma is nineteen but she is dreading turning twenty
Emma is a fucking psychotic
Emma is soon hurtled from her quiet farm life into strange worlds of intrigue and terror
Emma is left without a companion
Emma is describing the perfect match for steed
Emma is convinced that these two will be the perfect couple
Emma is the story of the self
Emma is a powerful force as she explores the limits of her voice and her guitar
Emma is unable to drive because the wheel is on the opposite side of the dashboard
Emma is back with a motley cast of fallible characters one cannot help but like
Emma is running
Emma is often considered her most accomplished and wittiest novel and Emma her most
Emma is still haunted by the terrorist attack and is in much denial
Emma is a gun dog
Emma is flying high
Emma is 3
Emma is being a crank
Emma is often a mixture of sympathy
Emma is so masterful
Emma is fourteen months old
Emma is cross
Emma is exploring by joanne moseley
Emma is a tv and radio presenter
Emma is"
Emma is all that keeps me going
Emma is often a mixture of sympathy and impatience
Emma is post a comment name
Emma is intended as a data format for the interface between input processors and interaction management systems
Emma is a bi
Emma is certainly one of
Emma is developing all the skills needed for working in a busy office and is gaining important first hand experience of
Emma is wonderful
Emma is using a syringe with soft rubber tubing on the tip
Emma is a wealthy and bored young woman in regency england
Emma is jealous of jane anyway because she is more talented and accomplished than emma
Emma is really hot
Emma is chuck welch aka crackerjack kid
Emma is prone to emotional behavior that always seems to get the better of her watcher instincts
Emma is pretty much
Emma is featured in the march 2003 issue of starburst magazine
Emma is the first book i read by jane austen
Emma is here in amsterdam to offer her healing art to all who suffer and are open to alternative healing
Emma is approximately 4
Emma is an own daughter of bugs alive in 75
Emma is definitely a very girlie girl
Emma is a cat
Emma is a very fat and short woman
Emma is expected to marry well and do little besides choose the latest fashions from worth
Emma is the subject of show and tell in the classroom of dorrie's daughter
Emma is opinionated but
Emma is my favourite weather presenter on central tv
Emma is cross country champ
Emma is not quite
Emma is fascinated by these famous women of history and legends
Emma is older than trish
Emma is exploring patterned paper by joanne moseley
Emma is a wonderful movie
Emma is a lost soul
Emma is a nice 2 and emily a nice 4
Emma is biopsy handjob gallery
Emma is two
Emma is a real girl
Emma is animaciones asian bondage
Emma is Älteste engenharia elÚtrica
Emma is a must read dec 02 '99 author's product rating
Emma is not being that noble
Emma is holding her
Emma is an exquisite recreation of early 19th century country life
Emma is lovable precisely because
Emma is a 4½ year old spayed female shih
Emma is cool i am just sooo much like hermione i have to say hermione melissa
Emma is a very special
Emma is crushed
Emma is that she is a stray
Emma is part of the ist programme Emma is supported by the european commission check
Pretty accurate summation, I'd say!
Current Location: In my sick bed
Current Mood:  bored
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07:46 pm
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I Look Like What..?!!
I can't embed the strange flash animation so the link is here
Current Music: Looks Like Mona Lisa Smells Like Tuna Fish - Michelle Shocked
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10:12 am
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Life Imitating ...erm...Art?
This would almost be funny (in a Catherine Tate sort of way, i.e. tired and not actually very funny when it comes down to it) if it weren't for the fact it's real
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10:56 pm
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Well, do you?
Current Location: Upstairs
Current Music: The Hum of the PC Fan
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12:29 am
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What Female Literary Character am I?
Spooky!
Emma_74, you're now logged in!
Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your
homescreen to discover what we're about.
Julia
You scored 75% maturity, 46% horniness, 65% stability, and 69% intellect!
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You're Julia, from "Nineteen Eighty Four", by George Orwell (1903 - 1950).
You're a strong-headed and intelligent woman who's learnt to be deceptive in order to survive in the totalitarian Oceania. But despite all reasoning, you start an affair with Winston Smith, an employee at the Ministry of Truth. Together you decide to join the anti-Party Brotherhood and to fight against Big Brother and established terror.
But it appears that this organisation is in fact a trap to identify thought-criminals, and you and Winstown will be arrested and tortured until you betray each other to the point of no return... once your troubled minds have been sanitised and you don't dare anymore to love anyone else than Big Brother, Winston will be shot -- it is unclear what happens to you.
Your exact opposite would probably be Lolita
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 58% on maturity | | You scored higher than 27% on horniness | | You scored higher than 48% on stability | | You scored higher than 34% on intellect |
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Current Mood:  blah
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07:04 pm
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Contains Fish Milk*
I was supposed to be going out for a drink on Monday with a friend. I've known him for ages, though it's been an electronic friendship till now, but he said he'd like to meet up, so we arranged a time and a place and lo and behold, he didn't turn up. He emailed me to explain; he said that if anyone saw us who knew him, he'd freak out. I was a bit miffed at this, to put it mildly, but he went on to say it wasn't because of my trans-ness, but because I'm a woman, and he's married.
In a way it's oddly comforting to be rejected for being a woman rather than being a trans-woman, but I feel a weird mixture of emotions - the comforted thing, a little upset at the rejection, guilt at the negative feelings towards myself which come from not feeling more upset.
*Random Non sequitur courtesy of a carton of New Covent Garden Food Co. Smoked Haddock Chowder
Current Mood:  confused
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10:32 pm
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Pain? What Pain?!
I've just started this electrolysis malarkey (I had my 3rd session for just under an hour today) and I don't know if it's early days or I have a particularly high pain threshold or my electrologist is very good or what, but I don't really find it all that painful. I haven't even bothered with the EMLA cream I got.
Current Mood:  satisfied
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01:29 pm
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More Journal Padding
I knew it!
The True Neurotic
You scored 65 anxiety, 90 awkwardness, and 51 neuroticism!
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Congratulations, you are The True Neurotic, you nail-biting, conflict-avoiding worrier, you. You're plagued by self-doubt and anxiety, which makes social activity hard--even though you may be well-liked, you feel under a storm of silent criticism. It doesn't help that people give you funny looks for organizing all your pens by color or sharpening your gnawed pencils to a delicate point.
Your high anxiety score implies that you are unable to relax, worry about the future often, and probably are plagued by irrational fears and self-doubt.
Your high awkwardness score implies that you are socially inept, probably stick out from the crowd, and feel uncomfortable in large groups of people, such as at parties.
Your high neuroticism score implies that you exhibit neurotic behaviors--probably organization, fanatic obsessions (can you recite the entire first LOTR movie?), repetitive mantras, constant checking, or orderly rituals.
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See the other results!
Well-Adjusted
The Neat Freak
The Dork
The Geek
Phobic
Obsessive-Compulsive
The Subtle Neurotic
The True Neurotic
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 95% on anxiety | | You scored higher than 95% on awkwardness | | You scored higher than 70% on neuroticism |
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11:27 am
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Grrrr! (or something)
What kind of little girl were YOU?
Current Mood:  contemplative
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10:51 am
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Smart Drugs?
So the other day, I pulled a packet of Progynova out of my bag, a blister pack with 28 day marked pills, looked at the (upside down) pack and read 'MON' as 'NOW' and thought (just for a brief moment, honest) "How does it know?!"
Current Mood:  ditzy
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01:13 am
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Update my Dealings with the Press
I had a response from the deputy editor of 'The Star' on Thursday. He said that they'd taken note of the contents of my letter and had instructed their staff accordingly. Is this a result? Hopefully, but watch this space!
Current Mood: accomplished
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07:39 pm
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Fear and Empowerment
On Tuesday while I was sat at my desk in work, one of the things I dreaded but never really expected happened;
So, now having had this happen, and survived, I really think I've found inner strengths I didn't realise I had.
Current Mood: Feisty and Assertive
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02:15 am
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National Poetry Day
My sister emailed me this poem in celebration of National Poetry Day, wondering if it reminded us of us. I don't think it does, but it makes me cry buckets every time I read it.
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10:51 pm
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Kilometre-stones* in my Life
Monday was the first anniversary of my decision to transition, or more correctly, my decision to stop putting things off and get on with my life. I didn't actually remember at the time; it took a reminder from my therapist this evening! However, by coincidence, Monday was a little bit special, as I spent the evening with ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) stacis_leak and friends. (ok, half the evening, since we lost each other by the end!)
I didn't really know where I'd be in a year's time, but I don't think I quite expected I'd be here with my name changed and living full time as myself :-)
*Metric doesn't really work for things like this, does it? I think I'll stick to imperial measurements
Current Location: Upstairs at Emma's
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10:31 pm
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It's Good to Talk
I think I might have actually started talking to my dad about stuff that matters (i.e. me!) At sunday lunch today (turkey breast fillets alla pizzaiola), he suggested opening a bottle of sparkling rose wine that's been in the fridge for ages, so we did, and I said it's kind of a celebration, of my first week of going to work as myself, and he actually asked how it had gone :-) It didn't last for very long though, as he changed the subject pretty soon!
Current Location: The Spare Room
Current Mood: full
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10:30 am
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Another Boring Week at Work.....
....yay, boring!
I've just finished my first week at work as me and it's been incredibly un-eventful. Perversely though, I've felt a little bit of a let down that there's not been more reaction, either good or bad. I mean what does it take to get a reaction, for goodness' sake? For me to run naked through the office?!
Current Location: Home
Current Mood:  giddy
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11:38 pm
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Unnecessary Anxiety about Workmates
In preparation for my forthcoming transition to going to work as 'me', I came out to my work colleagues today, that is the two hundred-odd ones I have regular contact with, or bump into on a daily basis. Since a large proportion of them are abroad, face to face meetings were not really practicable, so it was by my old friend, email, using my now standard speech. To say I was anxious beforehand is an understatement. I barely slept all week, in anticipation. However, the low opinion I hold of human nature was totally unfounded as I have had loads of messages of support, which were quite hearwarming and a little bit overwhelming. I have reproduced one example here.
Emma,
We have known each other for a long time, 20 years or more including college and i wanted to say that you have my full support during this transition period. I sincerely hope you will find true happiness when you can finally be yourself.
This only increases my respect for you, both personally and professionally
My warmest and best wishes
A....
Wasn't that nice? It's that sort of support that makes me feel a little easier about starting back as myself on the 11th
Current Mood:  bouncy
Tags: transition, workplace
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11:05 pm
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Flowers are simply tarts; prostitutes for the bees.*
Well, I finally came out to the HR people at work last week. Coincidentally, my chosen recipient of 'the speech' is also called Emma (chosen because she's more approachable than her boss; I told her this and she laughed!).
It was a bit less nerve wracking than I thought it'd be, though I've got another meeting with Emma and her unapproachable boss, later this week to talk about stuff in a bit more detail.
Something that did come up in the preliminary meeting was the fact that our company's code of conduct/anti-harassment policy is currently being updated, so when it's done, they're going to let me have a look at the draft and put my two penn'orth in!
(Note to self: must stop starting everything with "well,.....")
*Random non sequitur courtesy of Yahoo Mail (nee Oddpost) Subject-O-Matique
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